Jan14

I Am More…

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Things are looking up!  As a matter of fact, things are looking WAY up!  Why?  ONLY…I repeat…ONLY because of Jesus.  I’m tired now but my next post is going to be a doozy!  Brace yourselves!  God has revealed SO many things to me that I hardly know where to start explaining!  I love you guys!!!

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About Ava Elizabeth Wisdom

Greetings Beloved, I am a 39-year old single mother of two boys. I was a stripper for 10 years but am now, by the Grace of God, a high school teacher. I stopped dancing in 2000 and began college when my oldest was 4. Shortly after turning my life back over to the Lord and beginning college, my precious mother, a former Fort Worth Police officer committed suicide. In a matter of two years I lost 9 members of my family, namely my mother, my grandmother, and my grandfather. In spite of my appearance and way with men, I have never been married. Rejection and abandonment have been themes in my life since conception when my biological father deserted my mother as soon as he found out she was carrying me. I am a classic co-dependent with a heart so big that I exhaust myself sometimes in focusing on and giving to others. I was a very angry child who grew up in a violent, dysfunctional home so I haven't always loved others from the depths of my heart. However, after the loss of my loved ones, I learned that time is fleeting and that you never know when you're going to see someone for the last time. So now, I am quick to love others and strive to maximize each second that I have with the ones I love. In spite of my sin and my struggles, my faith defines me. I could never deny Christ because at the times of my life when I had "everything" stripped away I could feel Him there with me. I love to write and pray that this blog will give you insight into the world of faith-based single parenting and that the journey that we embark on will inspire you and draw you closer to the heart of God.

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      • Thank you, beloved. I WILL be strong. At this point I simply have no choice… I have to and am desperately fighting for my life. I may sound clinically insane but at this point I simply do not care about the opinions of others…better said, I do not give a rip about the opinions of people who don’t know me, don’t get me, judge me, mistreat and abuse me, exploit me, will not reciprocate my love, or who simply do not edify me and are not wholly concerned with my relationship with Jesus. ALL that being said, what I was going to say is that I am 100% certain that there is an intense amount of spiritual warfare surrounding me. The enemy is pursuing my very life blood because I am simply a tremendous threat to the kingdom of darkness. But “No weapon formed against me SHALL prosper”, because I am a child of the Most High. Moreover, I am covered in the blood of Christ!

        If you are able to intercede in prayer for my boys and I though it would greatly help and be incredibly appreciated. I
        love you, my sister! May The Lord bless you, protect you, and keep you STRONG so that you can continue to be the fierce, mighty, unapologetic, truth-telling, and Divinely encouraging prayer warrior that you are.

        I KNOW the butt hole of Satan clenches up “very” tight when you get out of bed each morning. Because, girl I know and he darn sure knows that you DO NOT make his job very easy. KEEP FIGHTING AND WHOOPIN’ THOSE
        TRIFFLIN’, DESPICABLE, DEMONS FROM HELL! Sooner or later they’re gonna get some sense and realize you’re gonna put the smack down on them EVERY TIME!!!

        All Glory to God,
        Ava

  2. Well, thank heaven for Divine intervention … I was afraid to write after reading your last port, you seemed to be on a fragile edge, and my fear was you would fall … I am so relieved. You are a beautiful person, and I cannot imagine the world without you, I wonder now if you have come to realize that.. bring it back girl – you are amazing !

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