Almost 3 weeks after reading this, I am still baffled...completely. I am in utter shock...still and I am sick to my stomach.
I have just spent the last year of my life pouring out my love--the very best of me--into the most profoundly abusive relationship. The rose-colored glasses were just knocked off my face. I am almost 40 and my eye are now wide open. I am not well right now. I have just come to the realization that I was a target. He was a predator and I was his prey.
Please read 2 Timothy 3:1-7 and you will fully understand what's just happened. And please read this post.
I don't even know how I am going to recover from this. I am completely filled with rage and my thoughts are racing. Please pray for my sanity.